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When we got there, Tracey greeted us at the door and felt the need to warn me, "David is here. With Danielle." I said, "I know." I had already learned my lesson. I went upstairs to drop off my coat and there they were--David, Danielle, Thomas, and a few others, sitting on the floor. I said hi and went back downstairs. My heat was racing. I got a beer and waited. I knew he would come downstairs eventually.

My moment with David came in the middle of a crowded room. Danielle left his side and she smiled at me. I walked up to him. My tone was more bemused than petulant. "Hi David." I gave him a big smile. "How are you?" "Hi J. It's been a while." "How long have you been in town?" "About three weeks." "Really. Why haven't I heard from you? Were you going to call me?" "Well, I, uh, I figured you would hear that I was in town." "I did hear, but didn't you want to see me?" "Sure, of course. You knew where I was. I thought you would come visit." "Really? You know I can't visit you in Danielle's room." "Why not?" "You know why. Anyway, I'm not far. You knew where to find me." Silence. "David, I thought we were friends." "But we are. We are friends." "Sure we are." I laughed and walked away.

When he said he thought we were friends he really meant it. That's what got to me. What kind of friend was that? Not the kind I wanted. It was what I needed to know and I got over David right then: the end, goodbye, no more looking back or feeling regretful. It still makes me smile when I think about it.

Sometimes the best thing to do is go to the party.